A firm hand

Control is what everybody wants in their life, stability to withstand every extremity of emotions, tailor-made conditions to live by which ironically turn the situation more complex and retrograding.

We humans are wired as such to commit an action overlooking the consequences at first, and at the very instant when we realize our mistake, we are bound to these relentless thoughts which are emotionally driven and so the intellect loses the command. 

This is where the problem starts, the cycle of events which run their course in our heads, the introspection which is determined to make you feel guilty, there's no avoiding it, tears falling down, a rush of anxiety, wishing for the universe to give one more shot....

This situation repeats itself and we find ourselves delving inside our hearts, searching for something which has lost its meaning already. Irrespective of everything that we stood for seems trivial.

In that moment we define a new self, one which has emerged with ignorance, one which becomes numb to every pore of astonishment, this identity which seems to have lost the balance, becomes incontinent.

The question is whether one is connected with their inner being trying to search for the flickering fire within while it still burns.

Anybody can fuse off, but when you deal even under pressure, that’s where your instincts grow and conscience widens.

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