Flaws of unconditionality

Opaque seems the current through which the dust flies. It's a complex, the redundancy of the events with which one is subjected in their life. The repetitive nature itself molds a sculpture which is scarred by the environmental influence, the imposition which carves the final product of a being.

 It's astounding though how one seems to remain unaware when those events are experienced first hand but when that same entity bears witness as a third person, that they realise the universe isn't driven by spontaneity.

 Everytime the intellect taps in this spiraling realization, it is consequently sucked into an entrapment. The scars are yet again stretched further than the capacity of the sutured can take. It is like a short powerful burst of a non-harmonic rage, the over strained nerve juicing off of its emptiness though overwhelmingly strong or rather hubristic enough to withstand.

 In this engulfing sphere of chaos, rotting the intellect, pushing it toward a new height of impulsivity, there arrives an ephemeral wave of unflinching support. It's scary because the support creates a bubble of extreme measures that pampers a false imagery, misleading thoughts which for the present moment seem to soothe the whole.

 Unfortunately the short lived bubble destabilizes because of the tension it is trying to contain. Make note, the bubble was never a fragile one. Every face on the earth has been caressed by this bubble. So it isn't suppressed. It just tries to complete the motive with which it was inspired into life. It's on that particular entity's mind whether to control the outcome or rather be drawn into submission.

 For when it chooses the latter, life forces you to experience how symmetric it all is, the relentless cycle into which you're bounded by an undiscovered-yet-felt-within aura, consuming you, suppressing you under a seabed of guilt-trips. It's on the conscious though to oppose such a happening and yet the hard-coded sculpture of the subconscious overpowers dreadfully.

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 But if it's all too simple, wouldn't we all have discovered the key to live rather than drag?
       
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 Crave creates the utter desire to dig deeper, the shovel however isn't everybody's piece of cake.

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